Mm.. people are asking me to blog blog blog poems.. and i think i should start doing so before i get into something else.. so here goes.. been recently into exams.. at the same time many things happened.. but aniwae, i told this certain friend of mine to listen to a songpiece that came from bleach the anime, titled Will of the heart. So, while hearing the song, my heart seemed to ache quite abit.. and somehow i felt this "burden" inside the song.. felt like somebody is cold, shivering and lonely.. i dunno why i felt that way, dun ask me.. lols.. aniwae, if u wanna hear d song, go download it.. bleachportal has it i think. So, back to my poem.. ^^
The cold feeling of rain
It reminds me of sadness
The dark times you sent to me
Oh it's chilling down my neck
The impact is too strong
Hearing this reminds me of those memories
I'm down, feeling lonely, feeling cold
I'm going crazy, I feel trapped
It's ugly, but I know I have to go on somehow
The burden is too heavey, the scar too deep
Nobody knows, nobody cares
But I know someone, someday, will rescue me
I seek for my rainbow, feeling low
I know I need it, no matter what
The season of sadness is over, I overcomed and said
The will of my heart will set me free
Years pass by, and i felt like nobody cared
It's killing me, I suffered and thought
I need to go for something better
I know it, I have to, and I must
Finally, the dark ages are gone
The war is over, I'm no longer alone
I found the sun, rising high
I see it, I feel it, I know it's here
I'm telling myself now that the illusion is gone
Everything has past, it's all over now
I bid no worries, no farewell
To those dark ages like wars
Being what I am right now
With the rainbow of my life
I wanna help the rest of d world
To get away from their dark times
-James-
This poem extracted from the song talks about somebody living in a world, as though everything that's been going on, everything that has been done.. that person's all alone. Let's use the character of my poem as Jenny. Jenny lives a life of loneliness and sadness. Since the day she was borned, it felt as though she had to do things all by herself. It was like there was no love, no joy, no hope, no, not even peace. She led a life that nobody would dare to imagine.. Think about it.. who would want to be laughed at all day long, when she herself did nothing wrong, offended nobody, and bear no grudges? hah. So, Jenny went on playing a character of "me, alone, I, myself". One day, years later, she finally could not take it, and fell into depression. Thankfully, instead of becoming weaker, Jenny's depression brought her to a higher level. She felt that she shouldn't live this way, and thus, she started to force a better life for herself. Her efforts were not wasted.. soon, she found a guy who treats her well. They soon married happily ever after, and all became well. After getting away from her depressions and all other dark eras, she became a social worker who counsel younger people, so that they would not walk the same road as Jenny. Using Jenny as an example, what more are we compared to her? Life with families, we should treasure it while we can.. yups ^^ It's getting late now.. so I'll be going off to sleep ! tatas ~
