mama, this is fer you. Though u probably won't see it til someday else.. but I'm sorry for the way I treated you that night.
That night I came home
Without holding my handphone
Allowed my friends to play with it
And left the place in a foul mood
Walked home thinking much
Only hatred in my heart
Trying to cool myself down
But somehow wanting to shout
That ignorant feeling was terrible
While trying hard to forget
Heart of mine kept reminding me
Throat of mine keep wanting to shout
Reached home in a calm mood,
Asked my mum why she's not asleep
Told her my handphone wasn't with me
And got nagged by her
During the nag I got irritated
And sadly I shouted back.
Mama I'm sorry i shouted
I really shouldn't have.
I've been unfilial mama,
I will start learning to be better
I'll not be like last time
The time when i scold
I'll learn to change
From foul to good in mood
And I'll start being a guai kia
For the sake of you
God oh God please help me
Let my temper not be so bad
Bring me to anger management if You must
Change me to a better person
Mama I hope one day you'll meet Jesus
In heaven with me and the family
In joy we will enter the gates
And live in there forever
-James-
I was kinda bad ): to me mama when my frens took my handphone and didn't wanna return it to me.. so got quite angry yet dun really feel like scolding, so I just left angrily. Reached home, thought i was calm already.. but yeah. scolded my mum, who was sooo innocent and only was concerned for me.. kinda guilty about it x.x So yeah.. this poem's to my mum, to apologize to her, and to ask God for forgiveness, in repentence that I'll honor my parents. And in hope that one day I'll get to see my family saved ^^ God please do change me to become better =D
I dun really know what sparked me to write this one.. its not as touching.. but still.... sincerely done by yours truly :D
Amazing Lord,
saturating my house
Bringing presence down,
Moving all around.
Because of His greatness
Lives of others changed
Everything was done
So we could come
Come to the Father
Though you were dirty once
He will still cleanse us all
Make as fresh and new
The Power of His love
The Impact He has done
He will touch your heart
So tears will fall
Watching easter drama
Seeing how You died
For the sake of our lives
Breaking curse for us
Melted down by your works
Touched deep in my heart
I would like to tell you
I love you
I've been feeling this kinda love for quite awhile, and i dun wanna waste it away.. so erm.. i kinda wrote a piece of poem-cum-song.. just that i dunno music that well i can't draw tao geh for it ): but yeh.. i completed it.. hope you like it...
Wonderful Love
I sat on Sentosa
With you on my mind
Thinking of what to do
When I get to meet you
I ask myself one day
What I can do best
And You came to comfort me
And tell me everything
When I breakdown You’re there
When I cry You’re with me
When I need love You cared for me
Like a 24/7 comforter
I need someone around me
You came to help me
I need someone to save my life
And you sent angels down
God, I love you
God, I love you
God, I love you so much
I need you to know
God, I love you
God, I love you
God, I love you so much
I need you
When I’m faithless
You help me gain my faith
When I need confidence
You gave me self esteem
I need your love,
Your great and might love
So everything can make
Me go on high
In every single way,
I need you to know my days
I want you around,
To hold me tight
In every single day
I need you to stay with me
Never to stay away
Because I need You
I love you Lord,
My great and only God
I love you Lord,
My biggest King of all
