mama, this is fer you. Though u probably won't see it til someday else.. but I'm sorry for the way I treated you that night.
That night I came home
Without holding my handphone
Allowed my friends to play with it
And left the place in a foul mood
Walked home thinking much
Only hatred in my heart
Trying to cool myself down
But somehow wanting to shout
That ignorant feeling was terrible
While trying hard to forget
Heart of mine kept reminding me
Throat of mine keep wanting to shout
Reached home in a calm mood,
Asked my mum why she's not asleep
Told her my handphone wasn't with me
And got nagged by her
During the nag I got irritated
And sadly I shouted back.
Mama I'm sorry i shouted
I really shouldn't have.
I've been unfilial mama,
I will start learning to be better
I'll not be like last time
The time when i scold
I'll learn to change
From foul to good in mood
And I'll start being a guai kia
For the sake of you
God oh God please help me
Let my temper not be so bad
Bring me to anger management if You must
Change me to a better person
Mama I hope one day you'll meet Jesus
In heaven with me and the family
In joy we will enter the gates
And live in there forever
-James-
I was kinda bad ): to me mama when my frens took my handphone and didn't wanna return it to me.. so got quite angry yet dun really feel like scolding, so I just left angrily. Reached home, thought i was calm already.. but yeah. scolded my mum, who was sooo innocent and only was concerned for me.. kinda guilty about it x.x So yeah.. this poem's to my mum, to apologize to her, and to ask God for forgiveness, in repentence that I'll honor my parents. And in hope that one day I'll get to see my family saved ^^ God please do change me to become better =D
