Before I left,
I took a turn.
I thought it wouldn’t,
But it just still hurts.
I lie on my bed
And asked myself
For the past few months,
What have I done?
When holiday came
I ran again
Felt freedom around
Couldn’t control myself
Ten weeks for me
No part time job
No homework to do
Only holiday
I decided to play
Because I was bored
And so I touched fire,
And I got burnt
It was that cold night day
I laid on my bed
With her on my hands
I did the wrong thing
Three weeks later
We meet again.
Looking at our eyes
Tears just dropped by
On that road of bitterness
We once again regret
Why did we do that
When we shouldn’t have?
I went to the church,
Prayed for forgiveness
I repented once again
Hoping to be released
I thought it was over,
So I continued my life
Never did I know
It hurts to look behind
That day I turned
I looked into her blog
I thought it wouldn’t hurt
But I guess I was still wrong.
-James
P.S: I’m a virgin. This is written for fun.
